The most impressive thing about 2024, which I

The most impressive thing about 2024, which I look back on in 2025, is that I went to the "Brand New Party" trial as a witness. It's not Delta Walding or Sierra Society, but Brand New Party! That's also in 2020.

  I didn't want to say anything for the past few years. I didn't respond to the police investigation, and I reluctantly went to the prosecution's reference investigation only after the search warrant came out. What the prosecution said, I couldn't contact him so much that he apologized for thinking he was an accomplice

  Brand New Party was my ideal and passion - it has nothing to do with me, no matter how others view and interpret it. To me, it was just one thing. I wanted to challenge myself properly to create a dream-like space. I wanted to build a young (political) platform with different grammar than before. I didn't want to regret this process, even if it was incomplete

  But that's the way I never imagined that if it were a business, it would end in vain with a partner's flat denial. The brand New Party has become nothing, and the stigma of being a con artist can't even be complained about the obvious and common term "lost but fought well."

  But the funny thing is that I learned more about politics only after I quickly accepted and declared that I had completely failed

  I've been living as a good aide, but I've never known it's politics. Mencius-Confucianism is not politics. It's politics that has goals and makes people move according to strategies and guidelines of action to realize them.

  After all, he just raced wildly to get what he wanted, and I discovered his hidden ambition late on

  I was so ashamed of the fact that I was completely ignorant of the great desires, not these feelings of frustration, unfairness, or hurt

  I never agree with politics in that way, but I can respond only when I know. Anyway, it's no excuse for a person who came up with a plan to form a political party to say, "I didn't know anything." And I didn't even want to know at all. I wanted to live a life of pride.

  I was ashamed of myself. That's why I didn't say much about Brand New Party. The dispute over the issue is so clear that there can be no disagreement, but I needed time to overcome the "shame of ignorance" that hit me. Isn't it a project that poured my ideals and passion into it? I hoped that no matter what others say, even this shame will fade and it will come a day when it will no longer be a big deal  

  Fortunately, I was able to speak calmly to my acquaintances about Brand New Party as a "failed project" a few months ago, and to be precise, I was no longer bothered by the label of a "fraud" that followed me every time I searched Brand New Party, and I went to trial as a witness in December

  It felt strange. Thanks to my meticulous organizing habit, the records I left behind are adopted as evidence, and the process of asking me back to the facts is repeated. It felt like I was running on a time machine in a parallel universe that I had never lived in

  It also gave him a little bit of pity. He wants to defend himself aggressively, and he keeps asking me odd questions as part of his strategy to discredit the evidence and witnesses, which is very boring. Look, I didn't live your life. Shame on you for what you did.

  Nevertheless, it's their own lives anyway. I just don't want to hear from anyone, whether it's the prosecution or the court anymore. The only thing I want is to say loudly that I've tried and failed to form a political party called Brand New Party in the past.

  I'm keeping records now. I think this is how I can say goodbye to the brand New Party. If a person wants to move forward, he should quickly forget what he or she will forget

  My days fade further in the passage of time.